part six

well, its been more than a week since i last updated this blog. missed me? haha... am i supposed to update blogs every day anyway? last week was uneventful except for my company's awards night. so i was in the papers. did you see me?

part five

watched 'trista & ryan's wedding' last night on t.v. what a silly show. a wedding with a US$4 million price tag. how do they live on normally after that? i guess reality t.v. is all crap. can there really be 'happily-ever-after'? i sure hope so but the cynic in me no longer believes in that.

part four

finally got out of bed today. i have to move on and live on. a r'ship is just that - a r'ship. one can live, with or without it. i just have to learn to place less importance on it. its something that i guess i am never blessed to have in totality.

part three

spent the whole day in bed and in pain. the cut absolutely hurts and i've no wish to wish anyone or do anything... the fishes didn't even get their daily feeding. sleep is the one thing that freezes time - for a while at least.

part two

another big fight and i am getting really drained in this r'ship. i really wish that life and things can be simpler and these are the times when i really hate technology - silly games and illicit r'ships. all made easily accessible with technology. i just wanna someone to love me 100% - is that so difficult?

the original posts

the start of another month - the 'crazy' boss wants to break another record. numbers, numbers, numbers - its all about numbers! sometimes i really wonder why i ever accepted a sales job? the endless targets and goals to meet... month after month, year after year!