crossroads

i've come, almost, to the end of the road... and right now, it's my turn to be at a cross junction. my 'good luck' has been short-lived and its almost time for me to say 'goodbye'. i can't seem to achieve what i set out to do and i really dunno the reason why.

all my life, i think i've been stuck in a rut - my 'comfort' zone, many will say and all the 'successful' people whom i've met seem to become successful only because of some adversity. must i really be in that predicament before i can achieve something great?

what is my motivation in life really? i ask myself that question, a dozen times a day, but never seem to find an answer. what is it that i really want? is it possible that someone else has the answer, rather than me?