a milestone in my life

my usual activity once a week - mahjong! i played for roughly 3 hours y'day with some colleagues of mine and i've finally reached a milestone in all my years of playing - the '13 yao' combination... no easy feat i must say and those of you who play will have a good idea how rarely someone can win with that combination. friday the 13th - unlucky, you say? i believe that my luck has finally turned around.

i've been quite lost in the last 16 months, not really knowing what i'm doing most of the time. i spent my time idling at home, instead of being of work. in my line of work, discipline and focus both play big parts - unfortunately, both of which i seriously lack. yet, i enjoy the hours when i'm at work, doing what i do best. mid-week, i spent quite a few hours attending an industry congress and y'know what, i think i've finally find a direction - where i wanna go and who i wanna be. pray for me, will ya? for i know i am capable of greater things!